A Country Drive in February

A COUNTRY DRIVE IN FEBRUARY

Swathes of dense fog sweep the fields as I set off for home
Their eerie cloak masking the car in a haze of grey-green
The ceaseless mechanics of daily life rhythmically drone
From a neighbouring farm comes the whir of a loading machine
The brave sun is piercing through low banks of threatening cloud
Caressing the trees with a patchwork of dazzling hue
The frozen beck seeps a dank odour, as stale as a shroud
My senses are suddenly heightened, awareness renewed
Chilled through to the bone I am desperate for comforting heat
My fingers turn painfully blue and my cracked lips are sore
As I shake my numb limbs to send blood flow again to my feet
I taste breakfast’s bounty rise up in my gullet once more
The steaming hot coffee and cranberry smoothie were good
My mouth salivates for that wonderful honey on rye
The tension builds fast and I steer a safe course through the wood
Alone in this desolate dreamworld between earth and sky

Nature’s Philanthropist

Some call her a wise woman, some a white witch,
child of a milked moon, her pallor translucent,
bright sapphire eyes, just a soupçon of arrogance…
Her mission to counter the clutter and debris of
sprawling wastelands and cityscape grime..
She tiptoes through meadows mulched in deep grief
and cobbled lanes echoing thud of nailed boots
from war-weary soldiers exhaling dense breath.
Her hands ease the laboured birth of breeched calves
and mothers watch dying babes wake to new life…..
Smudged by her cauldron’s honeydew vapours,
kundalini courses through tree bark and plant sap.
Absorbed in their trivia most humans don’t see her,
yet indigo children may hear her sweet singing …
On wolf moon nights through the thin layers of cloud
they catch her winged flight across planets and galaxies….
Some say she’s a goddess and some bride of Satan
this woman of mystery, her name still unknown…


Nuances

At birth displaying gentle tangerine
With inner bell of warmest apricot pink
Upward majestically it toiled
Striving towards the weak light of first Spring
Much bolder then the shades became
Blood red tendrils interspersed
With splashes of coral and ruby red

Then all too soon the glory starts to fade
Yet still a nuanced cadence is perceived;
The withering petals glow defiant crimson
As though they’re holding back a loss of blood
And clinging to last vestiges of life
This sweet enchantment warms my heart
Dispelling gloom, enlivening March’s chill
Sweet memories of this colourful profusion
Locked deep within my soul’s eternity

Reflections on a Country Walk in January

REFLECTIONS ON A COUNTRY WALK IN JANUARY

Forgotten, abandoned, Mother Earth is sleeping
Hidden away underground in pensive solitude
Accepting her role of prisoner under Winter’s rule.

Soft brindle cattle with questioning eyes
Huddle together In rough-hewn stalls
They do not complain at their sad loss of freedom
Their bodies take shelter from deep, piercing cold
But their souls yearn to roam through buttercup fields
Patiently waiting, their hooves stamp out
The long-lost memory of a summer dance.

Gossamer cobwebs like shrouds in the hedgerows
Weave tales from the goddess of maid, mother, crone
The shivering threads whisper close-guarded secrets
Cast far on the wind for the wise ones to hone

My breath catches quick in the sharp, frosty air
I shudder and zip up my Barbour coat tightly
A battle with Jack Frost requires some cunning!
I flip up the collar and fumble, white-fingered
In over-crammed pockets for mittens and headgear –
And find – Emma’s beanie from Nursery school days!
Complete with its fox ears and button-bead eyes
I pull it down snug over frizzy, damp curls
Its jaunty ears bobbing in time with my steps

Oozing mud clings to these Doc Marten boots
My hike through the fields becomes clumsy and slow
The moaning wind wrestles the trees in defiance
No audible birdsong …….yet, bravely nearby
A robin observes me from high on the hedgetop
His head cocked bemused as I plod on my way

Beyond the wood a welcome cottage beckons
Smoke rises, and I long for the cosy cheer of home
A steaming bowl of hot broth, buttered crumpets by the fire
Toasting stiffened fingers and stretching aching limbs
Once safe inside, the howling Winter storms
Can rant and rage at will – they hold no fear for me!
For now is the time of rest and quiet introspection
But soon Earth will don again her cloak of green perfection

Midnight Stardust

MIDNIGHT STARDUST

We come from midnight stardust

And to dust we will finally return
.
The man in the moon draws his veil across the night sky

Sprinkling the firmament with silver blessings;

He creates new wonders with his artist’s brush

As we curl up beneath the shimmering counterpane

Blue for the protection of the father,

Blue for the nurturing of the mother,

Purple-blue for the vision of the third eye

Allowing us to scry the mystical and numinous

Exploring the mystery beyond our frail humanity.

Then when our final indigo night is spent

And life’s dream ebbs away on a Judas tide

We will once more to stardust return.

All Hallows’ Eve

ALL HALLOWS’ EVE

Soulful sky in dying light; a cold moon shivering
beneath the infinite yawn of the Milky Way

Dance of first stars across the canopy of velvet
drawing down the ghosts of All Hallows’ Eve

Chimney-stacks loom down like Cimmerian spectres
casting their spell over fields deep in slumber

Cloud cover dissipates, revealing a tear in the canopy
Midnight heralds the parting of the veil between the worlds

I am temporary custodian of the key to mysteries beyond me….
but only for a star’s breath, beneath a shivering moon

Each bend in this lane as familiar as lines on my palms
My goose-down jacket warming as I watch my breath vaporise
.
A dim lantern creaks as it swings from a barn door
caught by the icy grip of a sudden gusting wind

Winter Tableaux

During the festive season I did manage a few scribblings. They include a poem commissioned for our village church festival and a series of random images, where one thought randomly leads to another in what you might call a stream of consciousness.

WINTER TABLEAUX

The weight of it heavy in the air,
like a route march through dark woods,
shoes full of stones
and bones cracking and bending
A delinquent pressure spinning
fantasies from the blue yonder,
which will duly pass over
and be unremembered…until
the next snow falls

A blood-red flurry of wings,
ghosting through bleak memories
of snow-driven wastelands,
in turn questing and questioning
while feathers drip through snowflake air
to earth, resting like angel messages
on bare twigs and mounds of leaf mould

A sudden blizzard deafens
with its mute song,
swirling dizzily like a
fairground carousel horse
prancing to tinny chords
from a barrel organ, complete
with stuffed monkey and
fairground clown with his
disturbing grimaces..
I have to avert my eyes…..

A poem read at our church festival

A PARALLEL NATIVITY

It is bone-chillingly cold
Lakes and streams frozen solid,
Icicles hang from gutters and eaves
like the sword of Damocles
Spiders’ webs, starched like
city slickers’ collars,
cling rigid to fences and hedgerows.
Snow drifts pile high
as the driving blizzard bites,
Buildings glare like mausoleums
No transport, no public services
No end in sight for this bitter Winter
Animals and humans hibernate

Hope is draining from the refugees,
their faces blank with despair
Little chance of rescue now
in this snowy wilderness of ghosts
Life has been put on hold…….
Only a lone skater, clad in an Eskimo skin,
cuts through the thick ice,
skate blades flashing in the moonlight

Yet…..high overhead
a shooting star swoops
across the sky, momentarily
lighting up the old cotton mill
with its shattered windows,
its chimney stacks once black
with the soot of drudgery
A young female refugee
has given birth
and laid her whimpering child
in an old chest lined with straw,
swaddling him in her
threadbare peasant shawl.
The lone skater glides across
to peep through the window…..
His heart melts –
Love is here, love unashamedly
naked and hopeless,
yet so pure it thaws the snow

2018 in Resumé

WELCOME TO 2019!!

I hope to find more time for my blog this year. 2018 brought some achievements in being published and getting noticed. I seem to be getting the hang of things – so onwards and upwards!

A quick look at my writing activities and literary achievements:  

I was published in several anthologies including 4 with Hedgehog Poetry Press. I joined its Cult of the Spiny Hog.

Poems appeared in:

1) A Little Book of Inspiration ( accounts of outstanding personal memories)

2) Other People’s Freedoms ( poems celebrating 100 years since the 1914-18 war)

3) Ode to a Hedgehog ( the best poems on the subject of hedgehogs

4) A Christmas Gift for You ( anthology of poems based on titles of fami.iar carols)

My shortlisted poem also featured in the Crowvus Anthology “Pictures paint a thousand Words”

My love-themed poem “Love on a Hebridean Beach” was shortlisted for the Bangor Poetry Prize. It had to be hand-written, decorated, displayed in the art gallery there.

Below is the finished article. Quite impressive, if I say so myself! ( nothing like shameless self-promotion!!)

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I took part in several open mic sessions with Writers Live in Southwell.

I was invited to read a selection of my poetry at my local U3a meeting, which was well received.

i was awarded a slot at the East Midlands Writers’ Conference to have a 20 minute session with Poet Malaika Booker, who was headlining at this. Very Illuminating……

in September I attended the annual Creative Writing Retreat on the magical Isle of Iona with Angela Locke and friends old and new………… creativity at its best there!

In March I attended a workshop with the marvellous George Szirtes in Leicester – “Writing without Constraint”

Humble achievements, I admit,  and I hope for greater things next year! Here’s to a productive twelve months! Yay!

My first poetry collection “Fording The Stream” under my pen name Jessica de Guyat is available to purchase from Amazon as ebook or paperback.